Fallout season 2 premiere

I probably should have rewatched season 1 before jumping into this because I forgot some finer points of the story. I still loved it though! I love Lucy so much, she’s literally me, and I REALLY loved seeing Novac, which was my favourite location in New Vegas. And with bonus “Big Iron” as well!


(Wait they changed the position of the dino! WHY? That’s how you shoot that treacherous witch Jeannie during One For My Baby!)

It’s just been so fun for me seeing these things in live-action. When we saw the Overseer’s office in Vault 32 I remember thinking, I’ve made those offices piece by piece in Fallout 4 and installed my own overseers! I just love knowing that it all exists in real life I guess

Hannukah

On the first day of Hannukah, 15 people including a child and a Holocaust survivor were killed for being Jewish. A Muslim man intervened to save lives which is good but the situation is still horrible, horrible, horrible.

On the second day of Hannukah Jewish-American film director Rob Reiner and his wife Michele were murdered by their own son. More horror. “President” Trump reacted to this with a post so obnoxious, crude, nasty and egocentric it boggles the mind. Nothing will happen, and he will face no consequences.

I had a busy weekend. I gave most of my old Barbie dolls to a child of my acquaintance (kept Mermaid Barbie), saw The Muppet Christmas Carol in a historic building, put the Christmas Tree up. When I was a kid my family used to celebrate Christmas over several consecutive days, which I think was a leftover from the Hannukahs my mum used to have. But who knows?

Frankenstein

I saw Guillermo del Toro’s Frankenstein last week and I immediately became OBSESSED with it. Like many of del Toro’s wonderful films, it’s about life and death and love, but it hit me in a way no other GDT film has. Not even Pacific Rim!

A lot of that is down to Jacob Elordi’s absolutely Oscar-worthy performance as The Creature. I had the usual doubts that your standard teen heartthrob could actually act and I instantly got Robert Pattinson’ed. I’m so sorry Jacob, I was unfamiliar with your game.


“To you I am obscene, but to myself I simply am.” What a line! And unsurprisingly it REALLY resonates with the Tumblr crowd. Including me. I am the Tumblr crowd.

After watching the movie I almost immediately read the book and it was a fascinating experience. It’s very different from the film (in fact, it’s very different to most of the films based on it). The Creature isn’t as sympathetic, and soon turns to outright toddler-murder after being rejected by humans, but it’s clear what Mary Shelley wanted to say about humanity, society and the religion she followed. I remember seeing a great post on Tumblr or Facebook that read something along the lines of, “When you know Mary Shelley lost a child before writing Frankenstein, you won’t wonder why she wrote a story about someone abandoned by God.” Her letters after that loss (see Wikipedia) are truly devastating, by the way: “I am no longer a mother now” really hit me in the solar plexus.

Victor on the other hand is more sympathetic than he is in the movie, but still not exactly a paragon of virtue or good sense. After making the Creature he runs away in terror, but when he finally returns to his lodgings he offhandedly mentions how a servant brought him dinner. So he left the Creature in the house… with a servant? Who might have gotten mauled or eaten for all he knew?! I wonder if that was written into the novel deliberately to show how callous Victor is or if it was just a oversight in a world where everyone in the position to write a novel could only do so off the back of invisible labour from servants.

But on the other hand the rest of the novel does care about servants? A lot of page time is devoted to the awful fate of Justine. Justine is probably the most sympathetic character in the novel actually, and in her last speech it’s made clear she and the Creature share the same fate in a way:

“I had none to support me; all looked on me as a wretch doomed to ignominy and perdition.”

-but Justine, even though she’s likewise condemned to live as a ‘monster’ for her last day of life and probably be remembered that way by most people in death, doesn’t resort to revenge. Hashtag #JusticeForJustine. It does not escape my notice that all the women in this novel are much more morally decent than most of the men… ur, assuming the Creature counts as a man. (And of course, ‘does he count as a human’ and ‘does he count as a male’ are different questions. Oh look I’ve slipped into using he/him pronouns for him, which is interesting in of itself.)

There’s a line not long after Justine’s death, said by Elizabeth, that really struck me: “Before, I looked upon the accounts of vice and injustice that I read in books or heard from others as tales of ancient days or imaginary evils; at least they were remote and more familiar to reason than to the imagination; but now misery has come home, and men appear to me as monsters thirsting for each other’s blood.” I guess it just made me think of the times we’re all living in. Sorry, depressing.

Less depressing is that one line from the book that’s gone round social media so many times you’re probably seen it already: “Life, although it may only be an accumulation of anguish, is dear to me, and I will defend it.” There’s nothing I can really say about that one that hasn’t already been said, but I love it.

I’m having so much fun and feelings uncovering this new-to-me myth.

ICE

There is a thread on r/AskReddit right now titled, “People who have had a direct run-in with ICE, or know a friend or family member who has been detained or deported, what is the one thing you want the average American to hear about that experience?”

It is full of very distressing stories about the awful place America is in now. Here’s some of them I screenshotted, because I think they need to be both archived and spread around.


Here’s a headline from the UK today:


What has happened to America? What will happen to my own country?

Alton Towers!

Today I ticked an item off my bucket list and went to Alton Towers, the most popular (I think?) theme park in Britain!


I am a big fan of theme parks! I love learning everything possible about them and I follow many theme park vlogging channels on YouTube. (Theme Park Worldwide is my favourite.) Trouble is… I don’t actually like rides very much. I don’t like being too high up or too fast. And I used up all my thrill ride mojo when I rode Thor and Gold Rush on a rainy trip to Drayton Manor last week.

So I mostly stuck with the down-to-earth attractions at Alton, notably the aquarium!


My favourite thing here was the starfish (not actually fish, as it turns out). You could watch them very slowly feeding and you could touch them.


Honestly the aquarium was worth the price of admission on its own.

Forbidden Valley looks amazing! I would never have the courage to go on Nemesis Reborn but it’s STUNNING.


Toxicator is the ride that famously had a sewage pipe burst under it on its first day. It’s another one that’s a stunning feat of ride creation but I would never in a million years go on it.


In the gardens we found a mole! Just a mole casually digging holes in the daytime! I had literally never seen a living mole before!

The only thrill ride I went on (unless the Runaway Mine Train counts? It was very fun) was Hex. It’s based on the legend of the Chained Oak which I’ve always been fascinated by.


X-Sector is another part of the park that just blows the mind with its aesthetic. Here’s the Smiler and Oblivion, neither of which I would ever ride.

I did sort of want to ride Wicker Man. I’d read a lot about it and psyched myself up for it throughout the day. But unfortunately, the park closed at 4 (we thought it was 5) so it was closed by the time we got to it. It’s great to photograph though.


I’m hoping to go back again one day!