prepare4trouble:

Does anybody else track their life though a series of obsessions? Like “ah yes, i remember that happening, i was obsessing over Star Gate Atlantis at the time,” or, “this was during my Supernatural era.” I can map out my whole life in this way.

Life things

I don’t write in this journal quite as much anymore because I went back to my paper journal for a bit. I hadn’t written in it since 2014. It was nice to see it again. (It’s a VERY thick folder.)

My mental health has not been great since the job loss but to be honest I think the antipsychotics I’m on aren’t helping either. I just feel so utterly unmotivated all the time, and my attention span is shot. I can barely focus on anything longer than five minutes. I spend a lot of time on Twitter and it leaves me in utter and complete despair. The world is awful.

I asked for an autism assessment and they sent me the forms to get a child assessed, twice, which makes me feel just greaaaaat.

sarahsscrapbook:

Palestine fundraisers

A list of all the Palestine fundraisers I’ve seen on tumblr in the past few months and how much money they still need. (As of 18th Aug)

Heba Al-Anqar – €3,504 raised of €60,000 target

Muhammad Shehab – €5,205 raised of €25,000 target

Mahmoud Khalaf – €22,958 raised of €30,000 target

Haya – €73,346 raised of €100,000 target

Marah Salem – €11,764 raised of €55,000 goal

Kefah Rizq – $765 USD raised of $40,000 target

Ahmed Jehad – $1,219 CAD raised of $40,000 goal

Ahmed Altaban – $15,987 USD raised of $20,000 goal

Ehab Ayyad – €1,055 raised of €50,000 goal

Mahmoud Halas – €10,132 raised of €50,000 goal

Tahseen Tawfiq – €17,152 raised of €60,000 goal

Ahmed Alzaeem – $23,024 CAD raised of $50,000 goal

mohammed Ayyad – €1,612 raised of €38,000 goal

Majed – $95 USD raised of $70,000 goal

Alaa Al khateeb – £27,043 raised of £56,000 goal

Ahmad Abudayeh – $41,092 CAD raised of $82,000 target

Mohammed Ashour – £707 raised of £80,000 target

Asmaa – $3,069 USD raised of $50,000 target

Ahmed Awad – €11,463 raised of €20,000 target

Ahmed Balousha – €6,147 raised of €15,000 target

Mahmoud AlBalawi – €35,403 raised of €50,000 target

Asma Ayyad – €8,686 raised of €45,000 target

Dina – $2,801 USD raised of $6,000 target

Karam Rafiq Al-Nabih – €13,010 raised of €20,000 target

Mohammad Bakroun – €21,385 raised of €40,000 target

Hani Alhajjar – €54,194 raised of €65,000 goal

Roba Ayyad – €15,338 raised of €35,000 target

Raghad – £7,750 raised of £55,000 target

Ahmed – £9,309 raised of £30,000 target

Raneen Bakroon – €7,019 raised of €80,000 goal

Fatima Alanqar – €5,014 raised of €20,000 goal

Ashraf Alanqar – €18,020 raised of €20,000 goal

Eman Zaqout – $22,705 CAD raised of $40,000 goal

Asma Zubairi  – £13,303 raised of £30,000 goal

Raneen Bakroon – €7,026 raised of €80,000 goal

Amal Alanqar – €7,199 raised of €50,000 goal

Iyad Sami – CHF10,216 raised of CHF20,000 goal

Yousef Hussein – $11,141 USD raised of $50,000 goal

Abdallah Alanqar – €21,758 raised of €29,000 goal

Eman Salem – €4,737 raised of €38,000 goal

Huda Abukhater – €41,032 raised of €45,000 goal

Wafaa – €60,871 raised of €60,000 goal

Mohammed Alanqer – €56,100 raised of €58,000 goal

Ahmed Shaqqoura – €28,215 raised of €45,000 goal

Mahasen ElKhatib – $2,815 USD raised of $50,000 goal

Mohammed Asfour – €7,335 raised of €80,000 goal

Mohammed Alazaiza – $5,605 CAD raised of $48,000 goal

Mahmoud Khalaf – €23,068 raised of €30,000 goal

Ahmad Abudayeh – $41,182 CAD raised of $82,000 goal

Issam Aziz – €24,000 raised of €25,000 goal

Nour Alanqar – €19,598 raised of €40,000 goal

Abdelrahman – €16,025 raised of €20,000 goal

Asmaa Bahloul – €3,717 raised of €20,000 goal

Youseef Balousha – €20,233 raised of €52,000 goal

Firas Salem – €34,437 raised of €65,000 goal

Ahmed Shaqqoura – €28,215 raised of €45,000 goal

Bilal Abdul Hadi al-Saqa – $23,732 raised of $25,000 goal

Mosa Hammad – €80,716 raised of €100,000 goal

Feras Fayez – $14,287 USD raised of $15,000 goal

Yusuf – €42,066 raised of €85,000 goal

Fadi A. Ayyad – $36,675 USD raised of $50,000 goal

Shahed Abumousa – $13,818 raised of $40,000 goal

Ruba Abushaban – €27,546 raised of €85,000 goal

Ahmed Al Zaeem – $23,024 CAD raised of $50,000 goal

Ezzideen – €31,692 raised of €75,000 goal

Rania – €4,956 raised of €20,000 goal

Hadi Abudaya – $15,344 CAD raised of $50,000 goal

Ahmed Shaqqoura – €13,219 raised of €40,000 goal

Nora Maliha – €36,055 raised of €50,000 goal

Salah Abu Odeh – €85,933 raised of €100,000 goal

Ahmed Abubaker – €42,066 raised of €85,000 goal

Rashad Abu Shammalah – €10,641 raised of €25,000 goal

Walaa Abusamra – €50,200 raised of €80,000 goal

Ibrahim Alqahwaji – €560 raised of €100,000 goal

Bassem Elsayed – $71,310 CAD raised of $90,000 goal

Medical personnel – €115,407 raised of €120,000 goal

Here are some more (6th Sep)

Feras Almanssi – €3,750 raised of €100,000 target

Mahmoud Al-Masri – €190 raised of €70,000 target

Hamdi Ayyad – €547 raised of €25,000

Mohammed – £14,176 raised of £50,000 target

Mohanad and Farah – $1,439 USD raised of $35,000 target

Mohamed Abuzoor – €1,441 raised of €60,000 target

Reema Samara – €517 raised of €50,000 target

Ibtisam Al-Habil – $15,787 CAD raised of $70,000 target

Nesma Ahmed – $125,453 USD raised of $150,000 target

Alaa Mahmoud – $4,435 USD raised of $5,000 target

Boshra Yousef Abualkhair – 66.026 $ CAD raised of 80.000 $ target

Samah and her family – 4.770 € raised of 30.000 € target

Lama Alzenati -11.693 € raised of 20.000 € target

Ahmed Al-Sir – 5.725 € raised of 50.000 € target

Sahar Shehab – 48.739 € raised of 85.000 € target

Dina – 5.301 $ USD raised of 15.000 $ target

Abdelrahman – €18,053 raised of €20,000 goal

Amal and her family – $477 USD raised of $30,000 goal

Asmaa – €16,918 raised of €45,000 goal

Mahmoud Jehad – $2,018 USD raised of $25,000 goal

Marah Baalousha – $8,153 USD raised of $50,000 goal

Nour – $22,965 USD raised of $90,000 goal

Momen Alostaz – €22,687 raised of €70,000 goal

Lama Hourani – $1,824 USD raised of $10,000 goal

Najah Al-Haila – 1.320 € raised of 80.000 € goal

Ali Muqdad – 787 € raised of 70.000 € goal

Ibrahim Iwais – 434.082 kr SEK raised of 500.000 kr goal

Hazem Khalil – 42.862 € raised of 50.000 € goal

Mohi – $26,168 USD raised of $31,000 goal

Jad Al-Haq – $19,669 USD raised of $40,000 goal

Ahed and Samah – €6,193 raised of €80,000 goal

Hasan Alsheltawi – €8,051 raised of €97,000 goal

Mohammed ALNajjar – €2,045 raised of €30,000 target

Ibtisam Al-Habil – $15,787 CAD raised of $70,000 target

Ahmad Waleed – $8,401 USD raised of $25,000 goal

Ahmed Msallam – €1,809 raised of €50,000 goal

Safaa Asaad – $13,740 USD raised of $75,000 goal

Oday and his family – €3,533 raised of €50,000 goal

Hossam Saleh Mohamed El Bardawil – $10,535 CAD raised of $20,000 goal

Ahmed Atila – €1,509 raised of €20,000 goal

Maged Gaza – $3,983 USD raised of $70,000 goal

Aahed Alanqa – €1,345 raised of €40,000 goal

Ola – $43,920 USD raised of $50,000 goal

Nada Al-Fara – €1,103 raised of €20,000 goal

Mahmoud Alkhaldi -$14,534 USD raised of $50,000 goal

Mohammed Alazaiza – $6,763 CAD raised of $48,000 goal

Youssef – $6,768 USD raised of $15,000 goal

Etaf Alqattaa – €1,582 raised of €50,000 goal

Nimr Aburass – kr136,044 SEK raised of kr450,000 target

Safaa Yasser – €1,481 raised of €50,000 target

Osama Al angar – £2,560 raised of £50,000 target

Thaer Qanoo – $142 USD raised of $20,000 goal

Siraj – $69,689 CAD raised of $82,000 goal

Roba Ayyad – €21,187 raised of €35,000 goal

Abdullah Salem – €83,027 raised of €120,000 goal

Eslam Gheelan – $5,703 USD raised of $50,000 goal

Ziad Okasha – €25,874 raised of €30,000 goal

Fidaa – $23,714 USD raised of $30,000 goal

Karim – €2,220 raised of €50,000 goal

Mohammed Al-Deeb – €525 raised of €65,000 goal

Fatima – €8,164 raised of €20,000 goal

Bashar Ossama – €320 raised of €50,000 goal

Asma Al majed – $9,514 USD raised of $50,000 goal

Rawda – 0 out of £30,000 goal

Alaa Amsse – €9,557 raised of €100,000 goal

Farhat – $8,146 USD raised of $29,500 goal

Abdallah Mousa – $2,283.00 raised of $30,000.00 goal

Akram Barakat – $65 USD raised of $15,000 goal

Ola Ferwana – €4,650 raised of €35,000 goal

separocean-anxiety:

These campaigns have been brought to my attention via asks and messages; please take the time to read through and share their stories, and contribute whatever you can.

Please note that the amounts raised may have changed by the time you’re reading this post, so for accuracy I encourage you to check the gofundmes for yourselves. To everyone who has been tagged here, please feel free to inform me of any changes/additions you’d like made to the listed information! I’ll make an effort to update this periodically with new campaigns and amounts raised.

I also realize that there may be multiple accounts linked back to a single family/campaign, and apologize in advance if I don’t initially list them together. If an account link doesn’t work anymore, I will do my best to track down any existing alts or backups.

@lailashaqouragofundme (€27,305 raised of €45,000 goal)

@wafaareshgofundme (€17,467 raised of €100,000 target)

@4-zien-yousefgofundme (€10,835 raised of €23,000 goal)

@mahmoud1995 / @mahmoud-1995gofundme ($10,311 raised of $50,000 goal)

@88mohammed – gofundme (€3,122 raised of €100,000 goal)

@ghaziyounes1967gofundme ($3,572 raised of $50,000 goal)

@bilalassadabedrabougofundme (€5,085 raised of €80,000 goal)

@karamrafeekgofundme (€12,335 raised of €20,000 goal)

@musababedgofundme (£2,508 raised of £8,000 goal)

@save-hijazi-family2 / @save-familygofundme (€11,090 raised of €20,000 goal)

@aseelo579 / @aseelo680gofundme ($6,948 raised of $20,000 goal)

@basel-1995 – gofundme (CHF5,216 raised of CHF60,000 goal)

@mohammadyaser1980 / @m905506028gofundme (€14,310 raised of €35,000 goal)

@ehabayyad23gofundme (€699 raised of €50,000 goal)

@mahmoudayyadgofundme (€2,227 raised of €100,000 goal)

@hanaa987 / @hanaa-yousefgofundme (£8,531 raised of £20,000 target)

@falestine-yousef / @yousef-falestine – gofundme ($9,483 raised of $40,000 goal)

@heba-bakergofundme (€2,042 raised of €60,000 goal)

@amlanqargofundme (€6,727 raised of €50,000 goal)

@ranin3344gofundme (€6,784 raised of €80,000 goal)

@zeanyahya4gofundme (€3,447 raised of €25,000 goal)

@saveyouseffamilygofundme (€10 raised of €20,000 goal)

@ashraf-family2 – gofundme (€16,027 raised of €20,000 goal)

@odayalanqar / @odayalanqar-2002gofundme (€2,152 raised of €50,000 goal)

@yasminalbalawiigazagofundme (€31,464 raised of €50,000 goal)

@frhatfamilygofundme ($2,106 raised of $29,500 goal)

@hayanahedgofundme (€63,170 raised of €100,000 goal)

@momenalostaz / @momen-alostaz – gofundme (€16,389 raised of €70,000 goal)

@ayaalanqarsbloggofundme (€6,658 raised of €15,000 goal)

@fatma93-gaza – gofundme (€3,400 raised of €20,000 goal)

@noorabd1992gofundme ($4,682 raised of $45,000 goal)

@yahyaahmed5gofundme ($910 raised of $50,000 goal)

@ayuwbfamilygofundme ($470 raised of $50,000 goal)

@gazaway13 – gofundme (€13,312 raised of €40,000 goal)

@azaxa – gofundme (€32,100 raised of €45,000 goal)

@abdelmuteigofundme (€9,549 raised of €25,000 goal)

@dinamahammed99gofundme ($1,895 raised of $6,000 goal)

@ahmeadhillesgofundme (€4,038 raised of €80,000 goal)

@salahaldinahhorsbloggofundme (€4,671 raised of €40,000 goal)

@mohammednasers-bloggofundme (€822 raised of €38,000 target)

@abedalazeizgofundme (€25,761 raised of €50,000 goal)

@alaakh2025gofundme (£27,008 raised of £56,000 goal)

@yomnaahmed3gofundme / paypal (€0 raised of €50,000 goal)

@saveemanfamilygofundme ($3,235 CAD raised of $50,000 target)

@nedatayagofundme ($4,074 raised of $29,500 goal)

@save-salam-familygofundme (€20,585 raised of €40,000 target)

@abuadamfamilygofundme (€54,361 raised of €58,000 goal)

@bshaeromars-bloggofundme ($12,538 raised of $40,000 goal)

@shadowyavenuetacogofundme (£831 raised of £50,000 goal)

@salem-bakergofundme (€4,587 raised of €38,000 goal)

@mahmoudkhalafffgofundme (€22,565 raised of €30,000 goal)

@abedallhferwanagazagofundme (€1,989 raised of €35,000 goal)

@hadeelchilds / @hadeelmekki / @hadeelfamilygofundme (€12,568 raised of €35,000 goal)

@monashamaligofundme (£13,283 raised of £30,000 goal)

@malakabedgofundme (€5,578 raised of €25,000 goal)

@sameer-17gofundme ($709 raised of $50,000 goal)

@mohamed-mikkipaypal ($1,582 raised of $20,000)

@ahmad-syam-bloggofundme ($1,189 CAD raised of $40,000 goal)

@kefahfamilygofundme ($750 raised of $40,000 goal)

@fatimaalbalawigofundme (€34,803 raised of €50,000 goal)

@sarah-familygofundme ($5,505 CAD raised of $48,000 goal)

@razan-2000gofundme ($3,990 raised of $50,000 goal)

@ezzaldeens-bloggofundme (€93 raised of €20,000 goal)

@amna-merwangofundme (€13,497 raised of €40,000 goal)

@hala-15gofundme [cw: graphic imagery] (€171 raised of €5,000 goal)

@yasermohammadgofundme (€15,131 raised of €35,000 goal)

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