Obi-Wan sank heavily down on a bench. He put his face in his hands. Qui-Gon saw his shoulders shake.
He did not think it was possible for his heart to break any more than it was broken already. Yet this must be it, the worst thing for him to have to bear.
To give to the boy he loved like a son the same pain he felt. To hand it over, knowing what it would do to his heart.
Secrets of the Jedi is a very sad book