Sit Down Next To Me- an Ursula Ditkovich fanmix

I confess; this contains a few bits of my own fanon, but there’s nothing too distracting. Just playing up the ideas that 1) due to her shyness Ursula spends most of her time alone- and is not entirely happy with this- and 2) that, spending so much time in close promixity to Peter, she’s guessed his real identity but keeps it to herself. Which might be reaching, but I love the thought. ;)

Ursula, lonely, watches Peter from afar and never has the courage to say more than a few words to him. She lives in Spider-Man’s city, but she wants a hero for herself.

Holding Out For A Hero- Frou Frou
I need a hero
I’m holding out for a hero ’til the morning light
He’s gotta be sure
And it’s gotta be soon
And he’s gotta be larger than life
Larger than life

Up where the mountains meet the heavens above
Out where the lightning splits the sea
I would swear that there’s someone somewhere
Watching me

Crush- Mandy Moore
You know I’m the one that you can talk to
Sometimes you tell me things that I don’t wanna know
I just want to hold you
You say exactly how you feel about her
I wonder, could you ever think of me that way

I’ve got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that I do
I get a rush when I’m with you
Ooh, I’ve got a crush on you
A crush on you

Every Day Is Exactly The Same- Nine Inch Nails
I think I used to have a voice
Now I never make a sound
I just do what I’ve been told
I really don’t want them to come around, oh no

Every day is exactly the same
Every day is exactly the same
There is no love here and there is no pain
Every day is exactly the same

Hear Me- Kelly Clarkson
But it gets so lonely, being on my own
No one to talk to
No one to hold me
I’m not always strong
Oh, I need you here
Are you listening

Hear me, I’m crying out
I’m ready now
Turn my world upside down

Then one day, seeing Peter alone and depressed, she plucks up the courage to bring him some chocolate cake; they strike up a friendship.

Fix You- Coldplay
When you try your best but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can’t sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can’t replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Sometimes You Can’t Make It On Your Own- U2
You don’t have to put up a fight
You don’t have to always be right
Let me take some of the punches
For you tonight

Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don’t have to go it alone

Ursula slowly realises that Peter is hiding something. She’s almost certain about who he really is. Then Sandman and Venom threaten the city; she sees the battle on the television…

Darlin’ Do Not Fear- Brett Dennen
Cuz it won’t last
Your worries’ll pass
All your troubles, they don’t stand a chance
and it always hurts the worst when it’s the ones we love the most
Darlin’ do not fear what you don’t really know

Trouble- Coldplay
Oh no, what’s this?
A spider web, and I’m caught in the middle
So I turned to run
The thought of all the stupid things I’ve done

Somewhere Out There- Our Lady Peace
Down here in the atmosphere
Garbage and city lights
You’ve gone to save your tired soul
You’ve gone to save our lives
I turned on the radio
To find you on satellite
I’m waiting for this sky to fall
I’m waiting for a sign

After the battle, Ursula considers Peter/Spider-Man and her own life.

Sit Down- James
Now I’m relieved to hear
That you’ve been to some far out places,
It’s hard to carry on
When you feel all alone,
Now I’ve swung back down again
It’s worse than it was before,
If I hadn’t seen such riches
I could live with being poor
Oh sit down
Oh sit down
Oh sit down
Sit down next to me
Sit down in sympathy

Unwritten- Natasha Bedingfield
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Hero- Chad Kroeger featuring Josey Scott
And they say that a hero will save us
I’m not going to stand here and wait

All songs are in a zip file here. :)