do you ever think maybe the reason grantaire didn’t want to be involved with serious aspects of the revolution (the barriere du maine, building the barricade etc) because he knew that, by helping it to succeed, all he would be doing would be bringing enjolras’ inevitable death even closer and when it came down to it he would rather let enjolras hate him beyond all else for his apparent apathy despite the unbearable pain it would cause him than actively aid him in his own destruction lol bye