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So there’s kind of this huge, huge problem right now. Y’all remember my fiance? Well, he has M.E. And it’s getting worse, like, by the minute. Pretty much every day now is a bad one. (ME has ups and downs). I have a job now, but not a well-paying one, and the real kick in the teeth is that we can’t get disability living benefit or whateverthefuck it’s called because he’s not ill enough. Despite not being able to work. And I think I nearly made my dad cry because he’s cared for my mum for pretty much over a decade and now he thinks I’m going to end up caring for my future husband and won’t have a life. Oh God I don’t know. This is so, so crappy.

I realised that I hardly ever reply to comments despite the fact that y’all are so nice and always giving me advice. I’m sorry about that.

I suppose this is here because I have to do something, I just don’t know what. We have housing benefit but I think I might not get it now I have a job and if we can’t get enough money we’ll have to leave but I dunno what we’d do then, obviously family would let us stay but we couldn’t stay there forever, and the ME might last for years and years and years.

I’m not in a great mood I guess.