It really sucks having anxiety while being a fairly observant person.
There are a lot of moments like “Okay, I’m just panicking… or am I? I’m probably just reading too much into this, it’s fine…. or am I reading it perfectly and trying to use my anxiety as an excuse to pretend I’m wrong so I don’t have to confront the shitty conclusion I’ve come to…..fuck.”
Gd it. This.